junyue

2005-09-05T13:50:00.000+08:00

TO THOSE WHO ARE READING...only one lah...muz add one new post so there wun be any time gap.. heEEzz

2005-05-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

AIR PISTOL OPEN 2005 is a success.. thanks to everyone.

2005-05-14T14:14:00.000+08:00

hmm.. yesterday.. din have pe.. so shiok man.. cos i dun really like to play badminton. think JC think tat aso.. everytime cant hit tat stupid thing. den that cher ask us to run 4round 7th lane somemore.. torture me sia..i already finish my nafa liao still want to torture me.. see me so skinny still dun sympathize me... haha.. jkjk nia

den i had my physics spa.. the last spa i had done.. hmmm quite ok done.. hope can do well aso.. Mr Lee den say we can go for the real spa liaoz.. funny guy.. went to range.. but is nt open cos the teacher din take the key from the principal.. haizz.. cant believe tat.. this ting always happen every year..why cant the teacher in charge be the one taking care of the key.. BLUR no idea??? oh yeah.. i managed to repair one pistol.. the greatest achievement sia.. and that gun still suit me.. but josiah need a pistol desperately.. so no choice.. hope everyone can do well aso.. din really perform well during the session cos of muscle ache.. and very long nv do arm training le... NO STRENGTH. we trying to psycho the coach to get us CO2 weapons.. hope our dream will come true.. actually is more of my dream.

at nitez.. so sleepy din really do much.. only watch tv den fall asleep.. i miss the last espisode of the 9pm show... aRGhhh..den wake up at 11.30 to watch GUESS GUESS GUESS... haha as i have expected.. my mama is still awake.. tat silly gal.. always slp so late..but i cant hold on anymore and fall asleep again.

2005-05-12T16:32:00.000+08:00

sea carnival was shiok man... it was on monday... i had 3 events.. but all turn out to be disastrous... lucky my teammate din blame.. but it was really fun.. since tis is the last year i am having this.. and also the first time i touch a canoe b4.

tuesday... i had my nafa.. but b4 tat went to mar hse... intending to slp at his hse cos really tired.. but end up playing carron and drinking.. make me so full... den it was still raining.. tinking tat there is no more nafa test.. den wai kit called me say the test is still on... RUSH back to sch sia... was a bit disappointed cos i am really tired and my muscles are so tight .. AND IS STILL RAINING!!!! den i took all the 5items.. still manage it.. den it was running.. my Nightmare..if i fail i going to curse and swear... the run was quite smoothly done.. i chiong the first 4th round.. it was goood sia.. nv feel tat b4. n i manage to get a c grade for tat... stun. SILVER!!!

today quite slack lah... tmr gt physics spa.. hope some kind souls can help me out.

Sport day

2005-05-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

today is sport day... kinda lazy to attend cos i din slp much actually.. den when reach sch... they told us to gather at the field.. den move to the courtyard den baq to the field.. is kind of bo liaoz.. den the race started. The 100m boys is the main course of the event... he can run so faz sia.. STUNNED!!

den is our turn to prepare for our run.. din some warming up and passing of the bathon... too bad tat WL and Mar cant run... i tink tat we will end up last in the race cos we are so slow as compared to them.. den in the end , we end up 4th and overall 7th or 8th.. so happy... and i rmb telling my class this: WE WIN AS S14 and LOSE S14... we really did it(hope this applied to sea carnival aso)

den went to CS to watch movie "KINGDOM OF HEAVEN"... have lunch first at the foodcourt.. the claypot is so hot sia tat it melt the tissue paper.. jer and me are looking the boiling curry claypot sia.. so tempting to order one!! den went to slack around at "Sheng sHeng sHeng" (shop N save).. play worms wif benji fone... den is time for the movie... quite a draggy show..but the fight is still nice!! enjoy my day

thanks to those who bought me prezzie (thanks wai kit and wen hua for the wallet and the 04S14guys and gals for the bottle and pouch)

MY BDAY

2005-05-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

today is my bday... I am so excited... i have been tinking tat since last nitez sia.. (whether i shd wake up at 05.05 and 05seconds to sing a bday song to myself.. u hardly can have so many 5 in coincidence) when i reach sch.. i am greeted by johnston and kok.. simple but warm greetings.. den went to the third storey to "hide" , scare pple sabo me.

everything since to be fine...and it end up so nice and peaceful.. thanks to my bro,hy, nv do any funny tricks. Or i will be in deep trouble.. cant believe he gt such idea to buy such gift... I CANNOT tahan him sia.. u will get it back from me. thanks everyone for putting effort to get the prezzie for me.

den at nitez went out wif my gang... tHANks RAy,dAWn,eIleen,Crystal and shifu... quite sad tat she din come.. but she gt me a prezzie..heezz had dinner at NYDC.. the food is nt bad.. den they ask me to go KBOX.. but i shy lah.. dun want to sing..but tat stupid ray force me.. den bo bian to accept him..but when we reach there , found out tat the rate is quite expensive actually..den call off the plan.. have coffee at TCC while dawn is still at airport. owe her a big apology.. she sick still muz travel here and there... so sorry!! den went to play 2 games of pool... fun sia..

hmmm den... story goes on.. and tat is... we all went home.. cos tmr sport day... i really worried tat something bad will happen sia.. thanks pple...

HAPPY BDAY TO ME>> HAPPY BDAY TO ME>>>HAPPY BDAY TO ME...ee...>>> hapPy bDAy to ME!!

2005-05-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

hi everyone again.. finally i back again.. yah went to get my mp3 player on friday.. Iaudio 5 512mb.. oh yeah finally i got it after a few weeks of waiting.. din get it from MERDEKA>.... they juz keep me waiting.. yah jer and jc accompany me to sim lim.. thanks alot.. and jc bought his rs mmc card.. without much consideration.. zai kia( our gan die ) hahaha!!

den went to marina square for dinner wif sc,fei,jc and jer.. we sat outside.. still gt sea view.. but we end up inhaling all the smokes... passive smokers. den went to play pool.. play for more than 3hrs.. so shiok man.. can play pool and play jc fone at the same time.. multi-task, the game was quite fun... as if like soccer games cos we counting how many free ball we give to opponents.. shuang!! best day in the week

yesterday(saturday)... slpt for quite awhile... den went back to slp again.. too tired le. den went out for dinner at TM.. ate GENKI again.. hmmm is quite nice actually loh.. den my dad went to make spectacles.. i help to bargain for him... but nt tat successful... his spectacles is nice... is worthwhile..den sms-ing the blur queen junior at the same time.. she abit funny.. cute??

today aso quite slack... nth to do at home.. went to changi for lunch.. the nasi lemak is marvellous.. queue for almost 45mins lo.. hungry until wanna faint liao..lucky i got ta bao or i will end up tinking wat to eat for dinner juz like my family members.. hEEzz.. today is so sian!!!

2005-04-22T17:16:00.000+08:00

the new U2 2gb.. so cool rightz

2005-04-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

i am a slacker.. hahah jia you

2005-04-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

xDrum 501

2005-04-03T22:49:00.001+08:00

iAudio 5

2005-04-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

Xuke Mp600

2005-04-01T20:38:00.000+08:00

haha.. today dun have math and gp aso.. so lesson like quite slack.. hmmm pe today do 12X100m... it is fun.. although we din won anyway.. this year dun have yx again.. wasted. den mar aso injured.. actually i see alot of potential in our class.. but well done 04S14!

den went for shooting for awhile.. really need to buck up on my shooting le.. alot pple catchin up.. argh... heezZ... den went out wif jer to town to buy present.. hard time man.. went to penisula .. din manage to get his jersey.. dun have his size.. why.. tell me why

den went to suntec royal sporting hse.. aso dun have his size.. wah lau.. wanna kill all these shops le... heez.. but manage to get WL a shirt and a pencil case .. forget tat his pencil case muz b big enough to put his calculator.. heez... too bad loh buy le...

everything is ok le!!

nice nice day

2005-03-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

haha today is a nice day man,, tat is why i still can blog at this hour.. muz record down. moRning wake up at 8+, song lo.. can slp until so shuang.. den went chinatown there to eat ipoh hor fun... shiok man ... the hor fun gt crayfish and fresh prawns.. yUmmy.

meeting ji chong at bugis mrt at 12.30.. den he late sia.. wanna kill him haha jkjk.. but at the same time i saw benedict and chee yew.. they were going to play lan... we guys are juz slackin so much while others are busying studying for A'level... den went to sim lim.. it is the first time i really spend time walking the first level.. cos i normally chiong the third floor onwards. wow the merdeka really gt alot players lo.. try out some of the players but they really cost a bomb... really need to make some thinkings first.. den JC finally boughth the inner ear earpiece.. 76dollars sia.. but the quality is gd lah.. cannot deny..

den went back to tampines.. have lunch(hmmm maybe teabreak sound better) at eastlink foodcourt... den went to play pool... it is really packed sia.. den jermyn came...we play for one hour plus.. is quite fruitful for me.. den my 4Hm fren came aso.. shiok man.. joel is there aso.. he wanna learn how to play.. i taught him abit... think he is improving quite fast...spend alot $$ on pool today.. die le

den went to TM LJS to have dinner ...someone shoot ice at me.. wanna kill tat guy.. lucky HR ask me dun care abt them.. or i kill them.... jkjk... nt tat violent lah. den come the interesting part... we 4 guys are toking abt the interesting topic.. but i shd nt elaborate here.. cos it is juz between us.. but it is really fun and logical.. dont u 3 feel it( if u 3 are reading), yah gt to have some more of such conversation.. nICe day wif bunch of nice fren and nice game!

2005-03-24T19:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm today sch end quite late sia... alot of fun things happen during lesson.. especially for jermyn.. think we had a great day teasing him sia.. haha..

den went to markan at CS LJS... den went back home to cut hair.. tat uncle take so long to cut loh.. he cut the slope for as long as 30mins lo.. i almost doze off sia.. but i still happy wif my hair although my mum tink it is quite long.. tmr is GD Friday.. another day for me to slp le. oh yeah.. i muz work hard hard!

juz ended

2005-03-23T13:24:00.000+08:00

wow.. reach home so early today.. 1pm lo.. tink this is the earliest i ever reach home from sch.. looking at those j1 pon sch.. is so funny.. still muz buy and wear our uniform den can go out.. den one grp of j1s juz leave the sch without doing anything.. btw.. there is one j1 guarding the gate.. but he like nt doing his job.. opening the gate for anyone. hAIzz good job man

today watch animal farm during GP lesson.. damn nice.. a reflect of Russia revolution sia.. so glad tat i gt study history during sec sch.. or else i will b very blur abt the show.. Pigs RocKz sia.. the wet wet nose of tat they have is sooo funnie...

yah.. tink i need to put an end to it( abt her: those pple who noe me well shd noe abt it). actually i juz find her abit chio and special.. i tink i first notice her on the first day of sch.. when she is putting quite a thick make up.. quite attractive. den the second time is at Uncle Louis bah.. when the guys in my class ask me which j1 is gd looking.. and she happened to be there aso.. they find her nt bad aso..hmmm.. den saw her at TM again... this is the electrifying part sia.. like acting in the drama. my fren and i were taking escalator down.. den marcus keep shouting " junyue!!" i was shocked ... like dunno wat had happened.. den his action make me wanna take note of wat is happening on my right.. i turn my head. at the same time, she turn her head aso.. omg...our eyes juz happen to be looking at each other... cannot tahan sia.. hmmm the next time i met her is ... i tink after her lecture bah.. when i am walking to my class.. den fei,mar,jer and eileen were shouting all away.. cos she is juz in front.. i am damn malu sia..din look at her at all.. cos dun want to create any misunderstanding.. tink on the same day bah.. when she is leaving the sch.. i am on the second storey.. she juz happen to turn up at look.. dunno is fate or wat sia.. ( i tink she muz tinking tat there is one crazy bunch of guys looking at her).... quite fun actually... the last time i see her is last thursday bah.. saw her at ground storey wif her classmates.. my classmates all ask me to look and ask for her numbers.. but i hum lah.. cos she leaving for mj le... haizz... tink our fate juz ended like this..

pple reading this... pls note tat i dun like her k...juz find her special only.. and thanks hy for providing so many impt information for me.. i am nt heartbroken aso.. cos i am concentrating on my studies right now! jia you!

so slack

2005-03-14T11:25:00.000+08:00

haha.. i so tired.. din manage to go to MZ hse for a swim.. so sorry.. this week still need to go back to sch for training.. hope my senior can realli help me out.. i wan to win other sch shooters.. yah.. i try my best.. so tired

it's holidays

2005-03-11T18:45:00.000+08:00

oh yeah.. it is finally the march holidays le.. so song lo.. can relax and sleep until shuang le.. sORry pple tat i have nt been updating my blog as frequent as b4.. life getting bz in J2.. alot of happenings.. quite fun..

today, diyao came back to tok to us.. he seem very guan xing for the club.. so happy tat we finally seems a glimpse of light.. TPJC shooters muz realli work hard now... in order to do well no matter wat happen.. cos getting the best result is still impt.. Hope to see more teamwork and fighting spirit as a club and nt individuals..

den went to IT show at Suntec.. quite packed sia.. lucky no one eat my toufu.. hEEzz :Pp manage to take a look at the creative booth.. the n200 is so cool.. shd i or shd i not?? ahHH

went to MJC to watch the socccer match.. it was raining so heavily lo.. impressed by all the players.. they show fabulous skills.. especially TPJC sia.. although we lost by 2-0.. we shd nt be disheartened.. i starting to have a feeling tat all of our performance is dropping.. and this need to be change!!

mAKe fuLL use of tHIS march HolidayS!!

2005-03-05T09:10:00.000+08:00

aRghh.. din do well for my CL'AO..haiz very disappointed sia.. but i tink i deserve my mark cos i aso din put in much effort.. my class only gt one A lo.. quite stun sia.. how can it b possible sia.. i tink it is realli time for me to push myself alot alot harder.. i dun care sia.. muz get my target result at A level at all cost.. i swear.. :(

2005-03-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

hAIz.. everything is juz not getting rightz... quite vexed at times.. i tink i realli i need to buck up le.. study is getting actrocious... den i cant communicate well wif pple aso.. haizz.. wat to do??/ pls help me.. realli need to take a gd rest.. HopE i can do well in studies and shooting.. Double S!! i need to be Strong... is wat i usually said but hard to b done!

sianz

2005-02-24T16:02:00.001+08:00

hmm so long never update le.. is realli so bz this few days.. gt so many trainings.. and some problems..but it is still a ok week.. got ntu shooting comp this sat.. hope my fren can do the sch proud!! jia you.. den sunday need to go zoo do CIP.. argh.. so stress.. no time to study test at all lo.. den still gt 2SPAs and 2 tests next week.. save mE!! i wanna slack soon!!

2005-02-11T19:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm juz a brief update on wat happen this few days... on DA NIAN CHU YI, din went out at all.. quite sad lah.. but at home aso nt bad.. can slp until shuang and eat until shuang.. din noe tat someone aso suffer the same fate as me.. hEEz.. u noe who u are lah..!!

on CHU ER, went to my 3rd aunt hse during afternoon.. chat for a while.. she very active one, like to travel around the world... tat why she very knowledgable.. pei fu pei fu.. hmmm den went to my da yi hse...yah very long nv see my cousin le.. all so old le.. jkjk.. shd say more experience heez.. but hope tat they can do well in their studies... jia you!!

today, went to sch and have 2periods of physics and one pe.. tat is so lame.. LAME. den ... hEEzz better dun sad... have a great time at TM.. i swear..thanks to marcus and jermyn.. hahah realli enjoy tat moment.. realli tink tat i so lucky today... AGREE guys?/ nt one time leh.. i tink gt 3times bah.. muAHhaha.. here i am slackin again.. maybe going out tmr to bai nian!

ChiNEsE nEw YeAr

2005-02-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

ChiNEsE nEw YeAr

It's cny's eve today... hmm went to sch for juz 2 lessons.. civic and pe.. quite sian..den went to TM wif hr and hy to do eat breakfast. saw MZ there.. haha he muz slackin sia.. jkjk.. so sad tat he gt to rush his work. den met ben.. he is ready to go CCHS to play ball. We told him to go first cos jx and jason is waiting le..

went to U2 to get the shirt tat i want.. but dun hav my size..den went parkway.. aso dun have my size lo.. Argh>... bo bian.. went back to sengkang.. dun even have one of tat sample left.. really can faint.. ask the salesgal to help me check wheregt sell.. all U2 in town dun have le.. so sian lo.. den found out tat onli tiong bahru gt.. rush there.. i din tink much.. juz chiong... finally gt it...

ate abit when i came back.. and eat again after i woke up... is CNY tmr.. can rest le.. so glad.. hope pple out there have lots of fun.. and a fruitful CNY..

BEST WISHES TO ALL MY FRENz ^hAPPiE cHinESe NeW yEaR^

finALly cAn reSt

2005-02-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

finALly cAn reSt

wow.. so busy these few days.. gt spa, got cca and got blah blah blah..is friday u noe..a few days more to CNY... so happy.. nt tat i can get hongbao, but i can have a good rest.. was waiting for so long sia.. hmm this few days were rather contented.. cos i noe simple is bliss..

mUahha.. i gt new spect.. tink is very nice..i still cant find my new year clothing lo.. abit fan nao... shd have gotten the G2000 one tat hr told me tat day.. hmmm juz hope i can find another better one..was looking forward to tmr "reunion dinner" wif 4HMers.. miSs them so mUch..

TIRED!!!

Fields of HopE

2005-01-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

Fields of HopE

hey pple, thanks for concerning abt me.. but i am really ok.. 100% ok le.. hmmm this week quite peaceful..everything end quite nicely.. HEezz.. so i am quite contented.. SimPLe is blissful.. went out wif my class to OP warehse sale..saw ben on at mrt station..wow the sale damn alot pple lo.. aunties... carrying big and small bags..only mar and jermyn manage to get one item each.. haha quite a wasted trip..tmr friday le.. hope it will b a nice day.. got alot to do this weekend: study spa and do my shopping..

2005-01-22T10:25:00.000+08:00

cLAss JErsEy

:)

2005-01-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

:)

It had been so long since i last update my blog.. sorry guyZ n galZ..yah i am getting better.. so i quite contented actually after the things tat happened recently.. i realli cant believe tat so many things happened in juz less than one month.. but i learnt alot from tat.. YiPEe!

thRu all the hapPEnings.. i finally understand true friendship.. will treasure them alot.. and a big THANK U.. to those hu have been beside me all the time..i tink every aspect of my life have improve.. except the teacher.. haiz.. so sad tat we cant communicate wif him.. is nt our fault lo.. if things dun improve.. i realli at dead end.. but i enjoy the SHOOTING ORIENTATION.. roXz sia.. thanks to Yuk.. the games were all carried out smoothly.. den i also spotted la.. hEEzz think u all noe wat i mean lah.. mUAhaha..

today went gai gai wif my family.. suppose to meet hy.. but he gt tings on.. PS me.. jkjk..spend my day at OG and BUGIS.. bought a few items.. but quite happy le.. so long nv buy clothings le lo..see i so ke lian.. tmr mayb going out again wif my friends... Hope can see some cheap and nice stuffs.. HEEz.. like to thank fate.. for making me into a stronger person in such a short time.. i will b even stronger!!!

vERy Lei!!

2005-01-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

vERy Lei!!

hmmm wow so stress sia.. everyday aso so bz wif Shooting stuffs.. going to die soon le.. today dunno why so tired.. so restless during physics practical sia.. need jermyn to help me wif all the stuff.. thanks sia.. den went to tamp mart to markan wif my classmates.. benji still so lame and funni.. cannot tahan.. went back to sch to see how the club is going.. den shoot abit..and i realli cant tahan tat teacher sia... haizz.. i tink onli my cca pple understand wat i meant.. ^5... EXCO muz stay united k?? no matter wat... hEEzz( realli nice working wif u all) den went to central to markan dinner wif kok.. met damn alot pple.. jason,houston,jx,wei liang, and some old fren from cchs... den met simon.. loitering around TM.. jkjk.. den met eric and his fren.. so fun sia.. i quite tired now.. but quite glad tat everything is going fine now.. i dun dare to ask more.. realli i swear.. simple is bliss.. hEEz..tmr going to do CIP.. YiPEE!!

i nEED tO B sTRonGER!! i sWEAR!!

2005-01-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

i nEED tO B sTRonGER!! i sWEAR!!

haha.. today is such a special day..yah..i aso duno wat to type here actualli.. after doing much tinkings... i tink i juz too weak.. "i nEEd 2 b stRongER"

btw.. i realli so stress up.. finally i get off of one responsibility...bye assistant class rep.. the load has actualli lessen..haIZ the sad case is tat no one ask why i actualli step down..yah.. den tat give me tat very funny feeling.. dunno how to describe aso...if the class has actualli show more unity.. i may have decided to stay on.. bUT no.. i tink i given everyone enough chances..tat final..or maybe i am selfish tat i onli tink abt myself.. this happen to my cca aso.. my fren are not giving me their fullest support.. this make my work very tough..and i hav enough..but wat ish different is tat.. i still hav passion for the club..i still see pple who wanted to make the club move on and progress...sometime i realli dunno wat i hav done ish right anot.???

hmmm muz realli thanks the 2pple who had realli helped me alot.. hy and xz.. thanks..i juz dunno why.. boss always give me the feeling of safe and u can tell him anything..even he cant solve ur problem..i realli thanks him alot..at pt of times.. i realli feel like tearing in front of him.. cos i dun want others to see how sad i am.. ish realli pathetic..

to those who are out there reading this: thanks 4 wasting ur time reading this useless entry... and whenever u see me.. pls remind me to b stronger!! thANks

CCA Exhibit

2005-01-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

CCA Exhibit

oh yeah.. 2005 tpjc shooting has successfully carried out the cca exhibit.. by setting up 2booths.. (tink we are the onli cca tat do tat) + opening our range for J1 to see see. We have successfully received a very warm response for the J1... tHANks J1.. but pls rmb to turn up.. hmmm was quite gan chiong in the beginning when those J1 rush into the range when we haven even get ready... but tings began to settle and i was so relieved.. muz thanks my fellow shooters for giving their helps.. THANK U!!

I aM juZ so fAN!!

2005-01-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

I aM juZ so fAN!!

hmmm it is another day.. when i feel i am lost again.. but tis time i hav become more kan de kai.. but i juz wan someone to su ku.. dis time.. there is no one..my jie is sick, dun feel like disturbing her.. hope she is ok.. den my mei is bz studying.. my bro are bz wif them own stuff...sometime i realli feeling crying out.. but i told myself i cant.. i cant let my family see how depress i am..tat will make them feel worse.. i nOE for sure!!

Have chem test today.. haiz.. the qn ish juz so straightforward.. tat i cant even ans.. stupID me.. why cant i juz do someting well this time and hav a beautiful start.. i hav been slackin so much.. i hate myself..and i promise myself i will study and pressure myself to my limit.. at all cost..

hAIz... den hav shooting meeting...wat i can said is tat i face tremendous pressure there.. i juz cant find someone tat can realli work wif me well..is realli sad.. realli very sad.. i realli hope SHOOTING can do well...and i will do it..the decision make by liang wei was indeed a great impact to me.. affect my opinions.. but i noe tat i shd hav my own stand...hmmm i juz realli dunno how at times..i dun feel the passion in my fren.. realli .. i dun feel it.. making my effort so worthless... SHD i continue working so hard for the club?? i always ask myself tat..realli wonder if i will become the second liang wei...den i hav a tok wif kok at TM.. hmm the tok is nice.. reallli cool.. we are so frank to each other..i noe tat he faced wat i faced too.. try to help him but this final decision still lies in him... hoPE he can make it thru.. and i told him tat i will b tough no matter wat..if i will b noe the bad man in shooting... i realli left wif no choice..

den meet ray and shifu.. haha get dawn prezzie.. hmm walk quite a distance.. but sometime i realli feel tat they care more abt me.. rather than the pple i always wif.. even they seldom ask abt me.. but their presence realli make a diff...RAy is realli a fren tat u can onli find once in a decade..the way he support me.. joke wif me.. he realli understand me..ray thanks alot..thanks pple out there who care for me...tmr ish cca exhibit le.. i noe i gonna b very bz wif my stuff.. and i hope this will b a nice beginning for me...although i making an end to one of my responsibility.. i realli like to say a big soRRy to 04S14... i juz being too selfish... but i realli hope tat by givin up this responsibility will lessen my burden.. soRry pple.. i like to say a big thank u to everyone.. especially the committee.. jerome(although i din do much to help u), Mag(for collecting the funds) wai kit(for organising the CIP visit)

pERhaps someday dis time... i will b feeling better... I hOPE sO!!

A neW YEaR... NEw FAn NAo

2005-01-04T15:09:00.000+08:00

A neW YEaR... NEw FAn NAo

hmmm seems tat i haven blog for quite sometime.. hmm was rather bz wif my sch work.. soRry pPLe.. hmm is a new year... i Hope that there ish woRld peaCE.. sound quite lame to some.. but after so much thing tat happen to me.. i realli hope tat my life was as simple as a bowl of porridge.. liFe has indeed become harder in 2005...

firstly.. abt the tsunami tat struck 11countries in Asia.. it was a catastrophe... was quite sad tat the damage had done to me.. is this a warning tat the GOD sent to us?? tat we shd actualli cherish the world.. stop all those unnecessary fightings.. if there is no war in this world.. HOw good will it b... buT war aso hav its positive impact like wat Mr Lim said..

secondly... sch pace has increased.. first week already gt so many tests le.. cannot breathe sia.. hoPe i can make it thru.. den friday still got CCA exhibit.. so sTress.. after wat happen in SHOOTING... i realli tink alot.. shd i or shd i nt b harsh to the members and my frens..tat ish realli hard to answer question..the club has lost a very gd leader which i can said.. but i cant blame him for leaving..if i am him i will hav done so too.. i still rmb wat he said " my world wun stop spinning bcos ur world has stop spinning"...without him now.. i noe tat life will b even tougher... i realli dunno wat to do.. who can help me??

hmmm so many had juz crashed onto me.. i realli cannot take it.. if this realli continue..i hoping tat my little angel will appear and give me some advice..bcos of so many changes i hav decided to giv up one of my responsiblity.. i noe is a bit irresponsible.. but i realli need some time to tink it thru.. and i tink by gif-ing up is the best solution.... perhaps i shd change.. shd nt b so carefree and b harsher and serious in my stuff...

HopIng For a SMootheR pAth in FuTurE!!

2004-12-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

sHOOTIng bANNER

It's cHriStmAS EvE

2004-12-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

It's cHriStmAS EvE

oH yeah.. today is a big day to everyone sia.. omg.. it has been the third day since i woke up at 7++ going to cry le lah.. muz go sch so early to finish up my banner.. but realli muz chiong.. like ARC or i shd call SHOOTING so much.. my club ish changing its name to SHOOTING onli.. sound quite weird sia.. reach sch at 9am sharp lo..kok always says i will late but today i am ON TIME! tried to do the last min touch up for the banner.. did some outlining and cleaning.. finally everyting ish done.. but i already late.. so i chiong out..

reach city hall mrt.. abt 20mins late le..den ate MARCHE.. first time leh.. lucky gt RAY teach me.. long time nv see my bunch of gd fren le.. realli miss them..mY shifu,ray,dawn,crystal and eileen.. HEEzz.. although i quite tired today.. dey still brought joy for me.. thANks.. the gals ahh take so long to take foto lo.. i wanna faint sia. den me and ray is tokin abt eileen.. so FUnni.. but i tink she look better now lo.. dun always say muz jian fei lah.. juz exercise can le..dun so lazy.. yAH..she aso pass me the wROng card.. u soTong gal..den ish crystal.."PANDA" ahah..her makeup look abit weird to me..but i dunno why she always tink she ugly leh..very pretty le lah.. and spEAk more chinese lah.. dawn ah.. stil as usual nv change.. cannot finish her pizza still order dessert sia.. dunno why the gals can eat so many sweet foods and i nv bully pple le lo... sHifu ahhh.. still small small size lah.. nv grow one..but she tok the best!! cannot win her.. muz show respect to elder mah..feel abit bad tat we ps her so early tink she quite free today aso.. lucky she find her frenz. den MR ray ahh.. still bz workin.. gt to study hard aso.. hANdsoME bRother!!

den went to cineleisure to meet my sec sch fren.. oh old pals... jiahao ish back from KOrea.. nice to see him..have some chats wif some of my old fren while on the way to KPOOL..dunno y i feel so sian juz now.. the mood juz nt rightz sia..finally playin pool changes my feeling..fuN games..den alot pple left.. leaving juz onli a few..sat outside and chatted for quite sometime.. looking for pple to join us.. cos juz left 6 of us.. so pathetic..went parkway to have dinner while jiayi went to take his stuff.. as they staying overnight wif jh tonight..muz b enjoying right now. den chiONg MAC 25cent ice-cream..shIok..went back to orchard rd.. that ish whERe the pARty sTARTs.. everyone ish rushing down to the town.. to cELebRAte this grand festival.. road junctions and pavements are flooded by TONs and tONs of pple..and hardly move thru inside TAKA aso.. den took a mrt home.. send greeting sms to my fellow frens.. and discover tat i have fail to tell quite alot of pple tat i have change no.... oMG~

nOW waiting of mIdNighT.. going countdown myself.. so lOnely.. hOpe soMEone can accopany me.. i will b waiTing fOR U!!!

cAFe cArTeL

2004-12-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

cAFe cArTeL

went out to meet my arc fren..kok meet me at kovan mrt.. din tok on train.. suPER exhausted even after 12hrs of slp the day b4..change the meeting pt to PS KFC.. johnston was nt there.. so surprise cos he sms us tat he reach liaoz..den found out tat he cant find KFC.. dIAoz..den hr fone aso gt a bit prob.. cannot call.. Went to eat lunch later on..den went window shopping around orchard rd..

dEN wait for eric and hy at the mrt station.. gt almost 1hr b4 they reach.. so i juz read my book so shuang.. like a decade nv read liao..saw them at escalator.. den queue up outside cartel.. waiting for jee..hMm so late sia..but finally we gt a place for 4.. take another 20mins to decide wat to eat..den waited another 15mins for jee to come.. den finally placed order.. haha.. he pay the bill.. muAHh.. still can see his pin code.. hEez..den jee and hy tok abt their climbing leaving me and eric like 2 dumb pple... hAizz..den tings happened.. gOT to say a bIG soRRy to my lao da....take it easy.. tired le.. alot happen today.. but cant carried on le.. sLPing le..

tOking DAy

2004-12-18T01:17:00.001+08:00

tOking DAy

haha.. i tink one ben noe wat my title means.. haha.. firstly need to thank him for accompany me.. really spend a wonderful day wif him.. lame guy ... met him for dinner in tamp.. den found out tat pavilion is full le.. cannot play. den went TM to gai gai.. juz see here and there.. nth much aso.. den took bus to TJC.. the bus take so long to come.. and so long to reach there..

reach tjc at around 6.50 bah.. tink we super late .. collect the tickets from the counter.. thanks kailing.. my mei mei for reserving for us.. hEEzz. hmm wat i can say abt the concert is tat.. they are good.. fabulous and sHiok... meimei wear tat cap so funny ... so cute.. den found tat alot cchsm band member is aso there.. pro sia.. hmmm den tjc pple all very united.. hope tat my sch can b like them.. haizz.. sometime i realli tink i am so shi bai...

cONcert over le.. wait for mei to come down.. wait until neck long long le.... pass her the gift tat i hav kept for so long.. finally can give her.. hEEz.. she bcome more piao liang le.. of cos.. my mei mei mah.. den went central wif ben to have a late dinner.. heez.. saw quan ming hui fen and company..all come down to support the tj band.. realli think they did a good job.. den me and ben crap for quite a moment.. giving each other some scenario.. hmm found out tat time.. we are so true to each other...hEEZ.. ben train hard for ur trombone...

goIng hoME alone.. i did some soul-searching like i always will do.. i realli agree.. tat mental ish realli impt.. tat affect our tinking and action...i always wanted to excel... dunno y there is juz one barrier tat is blocking me..i wan to abandon all the unnesscary things and realli work hard noW>. hOpe u pple out there can constantly remind me abt this.. tHAnks.. nITEz

oN-fOrm sia!!

2004-12-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

oN-fOrm sia!! .

hmm wake up quite early.. juz to go sch early.. arc ish realli lacking of pple.. reuben yuk and liang cant go.. aRgh.. left me sinyee kok.. lucky still gt johnston.. SAVE us..yah today i on.. ON FORM sia.. shIok.. i shoot white.. first shoot bullseye le.. unbelieveable.. second shot aso.. OMG.. really so tyco.. hEEz.. hmm quite happy wif my shooting today.. gt back my 60bucks.. oH yeah.. den went to parkway to eat lunch play pool and buy arc stuff.. the stuffs like cannot buy finish one.. damn sian.. den went home.. yUpz my pool aso quite on form sia.. so happy.. hEEz..den me and kok went to customer service at GIANT.. dunno why tat guy gave us some free gift.. so funni.,.. took the things inside and throw the cover away...went hoMe after tat.. hmm tmr my bro coming back le.. fri ish a super bz day.. so cham.. dunno how i going to plan the schedule for tat day.. aRgh..

HOW??
haVEn do my GP work aso.. realli die die le.. :(

siAnz diAoz

2004-12-12T16:25:00.000+08:00

siAnz diAoz

hmm so many days nv update le.. yupz actualli nth much happen lo.. slack at home although i wanna do my work.. mentally weak..listening to "i dream" now.. hmm so nice..went out wif family today..went to funan look look..i tink the entire town area ish jammed.. go where aso jammed.. so pek chek.. huNGry noW.. go look for food le..

trAinINg

2004-12-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

trAinINg

hmm today start training.. i tink i damn act big sia..so late then reach sch.. abt 20mins late.. haiz.. nt a good example for exco.. pple pls dun learn. den have some shooting.. aRgh.. deproving sia..coach nt in spore.. so no one pressure me aso.. tink i cant improve much.. die.. NATIONAl how??? den have exco meeting.. liang wei damn Angry.. first time i see him like tat... but ish for our own good.. tink we exco muz really buck up..or will sure collaspe. den went markan wif diyao ... den went home..

hmm i juz found out tat.. i am the onli toopid person who update and put in a new entry almost everday.. tink i super slack..

buYing ARC stuffS

2004-12-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

buYing ARC stuffS

hmm wake up as usual.. meeting my cca fren to buy ting wif mr kwek at golden mile centre..met kok for lunch.. but he ish late.. still treat him drink.. haiz i am such a kind soul muAhaha.. den we are late meeting johnston and liang..den it is drizzling outside.. when johnston tell me"dAphne!!" wow shock me .. i change my attention and focus on the two lady walking towards me.. actualli they got our attention bcos they are carrying such a big umbrella.. yAh.. it is really daphne.. look realli beautiful.. maybe bcos she ish famous so she need to do makeup everywhere she go.. so cham..den her umbrella hit johnston.. she say "sORRy" .. wow my fren like gana mesmerized by her.. i try to bring him back to reality..

den we reach the wu lu shop in a shopping mall filled wif THAIs.. tat smell realli overwhelmed me..hmm the first time i saw specialised shop selling shooting stuffs.. so fresh.. good experience.. wOW tat half-covered glove cost $100.. omg.. lucky is nt me going to buy.. mr kwek bought 8pellet box.. den saw an Indian guy.. trying out a new pre-compressed pistol.. i repeat "PRE-COMPRESSED PISTOL>> made by MORINI" argh... i want tat gun.. realli make my heart melt..sobz sobz.. i realli want it..tat gun ish so cool..and almost all jc are using it.. sADdening..

den went to another shop.. wow even more wu lu.. cant find the place.. tat shop ish actualli selling stuffs related to marine...johnston gt his glove for $32.. muahahah so cheap.. but no brand.. dunno good anot..den mr kwek treat us Kopi.. thank u sir!!

went to bUGis to shop shop.. wanna find my mei mei.. but in vain.. den she aso nv reply me.. haizz.. went 2 kino.. tok crap sing song.. tokin those xie zhen ji behind the cashier.. den kok even say shiok sia.. liang and me all tout tat he ish referring to those xie zhen ji.. but he say he tokin abt the gundam book.. dunno true anot !!! went home after tat.. tmr still gt training.. but i tink i will be late..

bLOOD

2004-12-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

bLOOD

ohhh my god.. today the worst thing to see blood.. yah my mum was actualli cutting something and she accidentally cut her finger wif her scissor.. so scary. i witness everything lo.. den see the blood gushing out.. was momentarily stunned.. den my brain jammed.. rushing to find plaster like a mad man...but still in vain.. lucky my dad got it in time.. yah my mum try to press her finger using tissue paper.. yah.. the blood keeping flowing out.. so er xing.. and so heartaching..den i almost faint .. maybe i am too hungry..at tat moment i like suffer from asthma.. my face turn white.. my lip is so pale..when i was actualli shocked by my appearance when i saw myself in the mirror..at tat pt of time.. i realli feel tat i am facing death..so kong bu.. haizz.. lucky everything is fine after tat.. have a bit of rest and the rest of the day juz turn up fine for me..

BBQ

2004-12-05T01:02:00.000+08:00

BBQ

today..ya wake up as usual.. den my mama tell me alot stories .. haiz so sad..i gonna endure for 1week more.. i tink i can do it..with the unity of my family.. we will overcome this difficulty..den meet kok at tamp mrt for lunch but end up nv eat.. chAm.. stomach gRowling

bought some bbq stuff at NTUC.. den chiong to BUGIS to get the gift for Mr Kwek and Ms Lim..the old same thing tat we gt for our senior.. but is much more ex..den finally ate my lunch at 2.10 at Yoshinoya..shIok sia..collect the gift and went to Cold Storage cos kok say the cake very cheap.. bluff liangwei and I..den went to NTUC at whitesand to do some last min shopping.. bought alot of stuff..bRoke le..

den we wait aimlessly at the bbq pit for the delivery man to come.. waited quite for awhile.. tok crap wif liang and kok..saw one guy playing wif kite.. damn pro.. sound of motor!!! time to set up fire.. tink me and kok damn shi bai. wasted all the fire starters still cant set up fire.. buT really thanks the auntie for helping us..they are damn funni aso..den the rest started to come in.. saw my senior.. all looking so happy and cheerful.. so long nv see them le..:)

den we found out that the food we have ish nt enough.. so we went back to central to buy again.. tiring sia..wilmond had been waiting for quite sometime.. so sORRy.. den we joke tat we can get so much variety of food wif such an amt of $$ .. HEEz.. fuNni. went back to pit and saw mr kwek and his family.. den he actualli told us tat he want 7children.. we are all stunned..bewildered.. so hungry din eat much ting..haizz but still left alot of food.. wat a waste.. always noe this will happen during bbq.. den liang wei taught us some card game.. so cool .. abit accurate aso..

den went home.. thanks to ride to the mrt by reuben's mum.. thanks.. sms hy and crap abit.. u muz realli work hard lao da.. dun let the opportunity fly away.. NiteZzz

nOthInG

2004-12-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

nOthInG

hmm nth much happen today.. went 2 play bball and have some light training.. nowsadays too lazy to exercise.. yah thanks god.. ben found his ben.. phEw.. so lucky..or i will feel bad forever.. yah lao da.. u muz jia you..hmmm tmr gt bbq.. hope everything will carry out smoothly..

GaN dONG

2004-12-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

gAN dOng

hmmm suddenly wanna add another entry.. i feel tat singapore idol is no longer a place for them to compete.. rather i feel like it is a place where friendship has born..strengthen.. and nv forgotten.. so touched by wat they sing.. so too the pple out there reading this.. treasure the pple around u.. treasure the warmth, care and love.. from ur family, frenz, relatives and pple who realli care foR U!!

no waiting for the result to be annouced..alot of commercial breaks...
finallly is out. taufik coNGrats.. u are sUPERb .. fabulous.. yah.. sylvester.. u did well too.. jia you see u in the chinese industry>>>

2004-12-01T22:29:00.000+08:00

realli like this pistol alot.. LP10 rOx..

a bUsy dAy

2004-12-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

a bUsy dAy

hmmm let me write abt SInGapoRe iDol first.. yUpz the first time i saw this shOW.. think is rather hOplEss compare to America Idol.. so mUch difference.. but after today.. totally changed.. tAufik and Sylvester..really do us proud..*rOunds of aPplause* yah.. i quite like sly.. but tink taufik will win cos he really shocked me wif his singing.. realli suPErb.. nice choice of songs..gd emotion..like sly aso.. especially his jay chow "an jing".. hmm no doubt.. really better...so nice tat i tapped tat part down..so much emotion >>> dAMn touching.. U too rox.. no matter who wins... U all r already the winners!

today went to sch for ARC.. yuPz only exco and committee are called.. cos of the new RIKA system.. juz installed one.. so muz learn aso..tat guy(Mr Tan) says tat our pistol is like almost so worthless.. so easy to spoil.. indeed we have 4 spoiled pistols.. chAm.. den he intro us better pistols.. realli hOPe can change PRE-COMPRESSED pIStol.. duNNo when get it aso.. damn chio lo.. the pistol..hAIzzz..use poh lu's gun.. but like off-form.. gana scolding from coach...tink i really gonna work hard.. alot harder.. 550---- i will always rmb this number.. i LUV air pIStol!!

dEN went out for lunch wif johnston, kok and reuben.. at foodcourt... we are wandering around TM for so long.. cos reuben went to cut hair... after going 2 bookstores.. cannot tahan liao.. went markan wifout him..hEEZ.. reuben's hair like nv cut..he tink so too... mUAhah.. den they actually wanna watch INCREDIBLES.. but no tickets.. TOo bad... den meet hy ... actuali he wanna go town.. but abit too late le.. so juz pei him walk walk.. see swimming tRunks.. aiYA.. u dun hum le lah.. muz jia you..b4 she left u.. tink lao da will nt disappoint me..we tok quite long.. at mAC.. at mEtro.. at AREna shOp.. at MRT aso.. we 2 suPER crapPY.. nice to have a great pal like him..yah.. eric.. call him still dunno me.. change fone aso nv save my no. super good..

hmm haven touch my hw yet.. Opps.. tink gonna do so.. this week bah.. try lo.. dunno can go MZ hse tmr anot.. HMM....

MZ,BEN & I

2004-11-29T20:12:00.000+08:00

MZ,BEN & I

tiNk today i wake the the earliest compare to other day.. hmm 7.40am.. mUaahah..ate abit breakfast den went out le.. going MZ hse..yUpz he juz move hse..hmm meet ben at bus stop... but seems tat i reach there earlier than him.. mUAahha.. den take bus.. but dunno where to stop.. found out tat we override.. haha still tell ben tat wun alight so faz.. pai seh.. den like wonder around tampines.. still need to come out the "forest".. den found out tat it is TPE.. damn cham..

finALly reached MZ apartment..Mz ish still nt so familiar wif his new home.. yah.. suPER funni..went gym for awhile..{no dumbell.. so sad}.. den went swim.. wow.. the environment ish damn nICe.. chio.. shiok!! plAY frisbee in the pool and took foto.. yUpz thanks to ben camera.. he still ask us do all kind of funni style.. jUmp here and there... yah i look outstanding in those foto.. cos i too fair le.. like gt alot reflection.. so muz suntan more..yuPz... fun doing tat wif ben..muZ lend me ur super lotion next time!!

wEnt to pavilion to play snooker.. so shuang.. finally can play..hmm very tough game.. ben look so sian.. but he won me sia.. *clAP.. den mz like tat so long to shoot..hmmm.. wait until neck long long le..but fiNAlly i gt 2 balls in.. in a row.. first time lo..oh Yeah.. den went to play pool for awhile..hmm got win and lose aso.. MZ still bring his own cue stick.. pOWEr!! slOw and steady win the race...got one match.. i gt six ball in.. in a row.. damn shIok... tink i too gan chiong den miss the 7th one.. but still lose to MZ.. but i aso happY.. :)

go gai gai.. after tat.. went 77th street look look..spORtslink and AREna.. dunno why we so into... looking at swimming trunks.. hOOk onto swimming le.. den saw the rock climbing pple at the arcade.. boon and jiahua.. tat stupig jh.. morning see me aso nv say haLOz.. super dao sia..yah i aso managed to notice him when he alight.. mUAhaha..

duNNo wat to do tmr?? wanna go MZ hse.. but no one pei.. need some rest.. today become roasted pIG liaoz.. buRniNG all ovER.. JIE jIE & meI MeI muz take gd cARE oHH!!!

stUCked

2004-11-28T21:13:00.000+08:00

stUCked

hmmm today was so tired tat i went back to slp twice.. finally conscious at 12+ muAhaha.. den went east link markan lunch wif family.. wow raining days sia.. din noe tat the traffic at tamp mall gt such big changes le..

den went to sing expo wif my family.. so crowded.. so many pple..yah.. realli stucked there.. no matter wat.. in the exhibition hall and aso inside my dad car.. stucked in the car for almost 3hrs before we can enter and leave the carpark.. din they realli gt to reflect on their managment.. saw hy and ray working there.. actualli i went there so support them.. yah ray still so gt mei li.. attracting all the aunties haha..

den went da bao dinner at bedok.. the food there damn nice.. heez.. tmr going out.. hope it will be fun..

BoREd to dEAth

2004-11-28T13:03:00.000+08:00

BoREd to dEAth

hmm today wake up.. entire body aching like siao.. tink i over exercise yesterday.. chAm.. ate breakfast den went back to slp..den went out to buy lunch for my mama.. muz pei her cos my bro nt in spore..hEEzz..went back to slp again.. tink i super pig..

my mama says:" yao fei, jiu EAt and sLP, eat aND sLP" but i tink i too sian le.. so juz go slp.. den went out for dinner at usual place.. suPEr siAN.. wat 2 do??

bon vOyaGE eileen!!

2004-11-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

thE one i uSing now Model P103

2004-11-28T01:53:00.000+08:00

model P40

2004-11-28T01:52:00.000+08:00

model 700 Alu

raIning dAY

2004-11-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

raIning dAY

today ish raining non stop sia.. cancel all my plan..watch tv and slack. chIong my exercise.. but seems to have no result sia.. quite disappointing..hmm at nite have a ARC meeting online.. quite fun..the meeting suddenly become so tense..lucky no one nt happy wif one another..den everything settle.. but trainin will nt start so soon.. tmr dunno do wat.. maybe go expo see comp show.. see my fellow buddies..

boN VOyage fei qin and kok!!

2004-11-25T13:19:00.000+08:00

tired after bball.. ugLy me..

2004-11-25T13:17:00.000+08:00

BEN AND HR on the bus

sEC ouTIng

2004-11-25T13:05:00.000+08:00

sECondAry Sch ouTIng

today i make a effort to wake up early lo.. at 8am.. *clAP clAp.. ate breakfast den chiong out of house.. cos going to cchs to play bball wif my fellow secondary frenz oh yeah!! hmm saw jx on bus den we walk to sch together..den check out each other doings in sch.. so long nv see him le..

reach cchs tat time.. everyone is there liao...started the game..yAH.. wif chee yew fren.. he damn funni man.. like wat ben say.. place the ball at the C***....haha luff until die..den jx went off..we rested a while den go markan lunch..outside the sch.. lucky haven dao pi...went interworld play pool.. the ball ish very shiny.. play for abt 2hr plus.. yah..play until very tired.. abit siAnz.. maybe the temptation of snooker ish too strong..den went parkway gai gai..jason went off.. muz be meeting his ai ren.. haha..den me,ben and hr take bus home.. crap quite abit.. abt the different ting in our fone..

my bro leaving for taiwan tmr le.. dun tink i seeing him off.. cos too early le.. boN vOYAge brother.. take caRE!!

sTomAChache

2004-11-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

sTomAChache

damn siAN lo.. wake up den gt stomachache sia.. chiong toilet immediately lo..until my face whITe whITe...den slack for a while..and apply some ointment..feeling much better.. den unknowingly i doze off...

alAMak.. it wat 12pm when i wake up.. gonna b late for my pool appointment sia..haha..cook my instant noodle and the first time i cant finish one packet.. muz be realli ill sia..heck care.. went out meet my fren..actualli i nt late.. jermyn and cheo ish later...plAy pool for 2hr plus.. actualli wanna play billard.. but everyone baui ON..haizz so sad.. tink eric influence mi.. went to EAST LINK to markan .. early dinner.. den kok came..

went to CDANS.. finally after 2months.. i touch pistol again.. so sONg.. but my shooting realli sux lo.. haizz..den the coach sort of like lecture me..ask me find back the feeling.. den i try shooting WHITE... hmm realli gt a bit improvement.. abit feeling aso come back.. hoPE more training.. den i can get back to my old self.. jia you.. tmr going out to play basketball wif fren in cchs .. hOpe i can wake up.. soRRy guys if i cant make it.. haha..

mei mei... u dun angry lah.. he din do tat to u purposely.. muz forgive him k.. anything juz sms me..

BUDDIES DAY

2004-11-23T14:05:00.000+08:00

BUDDIES DAY

hAha.. eric call me in morning to ask me out..cos he nv go 4 camp.. blur kid aso dunno when is his camp aso.. den manage to get hy out aso..yah.. went to orchard.. aso dunno why lah..cos hy suggested it..saw eric wearing that super tight shirt.. hao lian muscles..gd sia..den found out tat hy wearing tat nike shirt..look so tight on him.. tink he did too much climbing in KL le..den he share the funny experience in KL.. niCE... den we all crap together..keep suan hy.. den wanna go Robinson..hahah den his whole face changes sia..tink me and eric have a fun time ka jiao him..hy like to shop alot sia.. finding for shorts.. nt i sian ok.. cos i gt np $$ so no pt looking.. but i dun mind pei u all lah.. :) den hong rui call me.. while i doing a survey..hmm sORRy cant make it.. den i pass the fone to hy to tok 2 him.. dunno why he scold hr aso.. pOOR thing.. hope he can understand tat hy ish always like tat..

den play billard at a shop tat eric reccomend..hmm nt bad the table. but very ex.. but lao er qing mah.. so ok lah.. yuan lai he so pro at billard one.. next time muz play again..den wanna play pool but the table realli sux..den went took mrt home..slack a while at the mrt entrance.. haiz.. everyone gt dinner except me.. me damn sian lo.. dun feel like going home so early.. so took a long bus back..den grab some oLd chANg kEE foodie..niCE.. tmr going out again.. hOpe ish fun..

coNg doNG

2004-11-22T17:16:00.000+08:00

coNg doNG

hha.. suddenly got tat urge to write something sia.. oh yEs.. hy ish back finally gt someone tat can share my feeling le.. thanK god. time 2 say abit ren sheng da dao li....hmm life ish very complicating sia.. tink i have reach another stage of my life whereby tat sort of tinking i have ish no longer tat useful. use to tink tat : do not take ting so heavily.. juz let it be at times will feel better... it indeed help me alot at time.. mi become more carefree and less bao zhao.

after coming to JC.. life really changes.. i force myself to be more sociable.. tink tat ish the only way to step out of my own world..hmm i really did it.. thanks to a bunch of gd fren i have.. rAY[my best buddy] rebecca[my shifu] cRystal[the loud but frank gal] dawn[the blur sOTong pig] eileen[ violent but cute]...these pple realli change my life sia.. owe them a big thank u!! yAH rmb i use to have lot of fun wif ray.. tat realli siao kia sia...no words can describe him other than yi qi and yi qi. use to make fun of teachers sia.. still rmb we try to wei rebecca da bao bu ping..cos she ate chewy gum.. den i aso rmb how i hit shifu wif tat "luff until siao" toy.. i still hit her head lo.. den she din retaliate.. still give me tat funny look.. guilty sia.. den ish cRystal.. yah.. loudest of all.. scary sia.. but her opinion is always very logical..and she is frank and she will tell me straight who she dun like like..hmmm dawn ahh.. gong gong one.. tat incident in BK realli prove everything..crys and eileen were fuming le.. but she still like nth.. eileen aka elephant..yah tink she become prettier le lah.. nt tat haggard liao dun jian fei k?? like to sa jiao sia.. suPER li hai.. fall into her trap a few times but now immune le....reaLLi miss the days wif u guys!!

after first 3months.. i realli the time i am in dilenma.. dunno i shd stay in tpjc or change 2 nyjc.. realli kept me tinking for quite awhile...hmm a bunch of great fren in tpjc.. although i noe ray and rebecca leaving.. but i still gt 3gd fren mah..rightz? after much consideration i decided to stay.. partly bcos of tat 3gd frens.. the matter tat i am used to this sch...and abit of ARC and the tougher treatment in nyjc..yAH.. got into this half new half old class..the pple ish gd but nt tat playful enough.. maybe is nt 1st 3months.. yah den.. i still feel tat there ish something lackin in this class aso..duan jie jing sheng.. as a vice class rep.. i realli wonder .. or i shd say i have nt done my job well.. i do noe i have slack alot actualli.. therefore.. i tink i have made my right choice.. hope everyone will agree wif me next year..hOpe life is moRE chEErful next yrs!!

hMMm days without my boss and buddy is realli tough sia.. cant share tings wif them.. although all of them keep ask me to call them if there ish anything to tok abt.. but i realli shy to disturb them since almost of them ish woRKin.. bROthers .. nt ur fault k..really thanks alot for ur support wif me siNCe last to this very mOmEnt!! yah.. aso met some problems wif arc and some other stuff.. persoNAl stuff lah.. u noe.. ahaha..

yah.. my very nICe jie mei.. cai xuan and kailing.. yah tat day make my jie so angry tat she really fang lian wif me.. so depressed sia.. tink i sad for a few days.. but nOW ok le.. hoPE she will sa jiao to me again lah.. hEEz.. hOpe so.. den aso dun dare to msg her lo.. she so bz .. and i aso nt tat bhb go disturb pple.. den ish my meimei.. she ke ai k.. always take the initative to ask tings abt me.. so touched..yah..attached le.. aso nv forget me.. teng si ni le!!

tHEReFOre.. noW i looking for a nEW tiNKing tat can brighten me.. tink i need soMETime b4 i can recover back to my ownself.. a new thinking tat will enliGhten tat dark path in me.. hoPing tat U will be the one helPing ME..

~coNFused mOOn~

2004-11-22T14:41:00.000+08:00

ben seND mi tis.. fiND it coOl!!

nORmal dAy

2004-11-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

nORmal dAy

ish juz a noRmal day.. wake up at 9+ .. but my whole family ish already waiting fOR me.. so pai seh hahaha.. but i always slp till so late mah.. so they shd used to it..HAa.. den went to chinatown and people park.. ate zai mi fen..ok lah..quite nice..den went 2 check out the exchange rate for NT cos my bro leaving this week.. den went home after tat.. did my usual stuff and sleep again.. heez..den went out to markan dinner.. noRmal day lah..hmmm dawn leaving tmr le.. haiz so sian.. less one person to sms..sIAn diao..shE better rmb wat she gt to do.. hEEZ..no offence..bon vOYAge daWn!!

slEEPy

2004-11-21T12:25:00.000+08:00

slEEPy

todAY ish a suPER-off day.. spend most of my time sleeping.. wake up at 11.. den receive sms from ah ben.. pai seh.. like ps u last min.. but realli very tired cos slpt at 2+ ....hmmm den my mama aso sick.. but so relieved tat she feeling better now.. hoPE shE recover asap..part of the reason y i dun want to go out today aso.. hmmm tmr dunno how..?/? slack again??? den cook my own lunch and ate pizza hut at nitez..ok lah.. but nt tat full think gonna find food later..nth much happen today..

2004-11-21T00:09:00.000+08:00

thANks eiLeeN

reSting and SLackinG

2004-11-19T22:41:00.000+08:00

reSting and SLackinG

hmmm.. today ish realli slackin sia.. damn tired after coming back so late at night.. woke up at 9pm den slack and watch tv... haizz so sian..den.. went eat cup noodle and went back to watch tv.. start abit of training and i have increase the weight of my dumbell.. finALly sia.. abit of cheng jiu gang... hmmm still considering whether 2 buy weight gainer anot.. cos ish realli too ex.. den at night eat wat my mama bought.. den found out she sick.. so ke lian...den tmr ish weekend..muz take her..maybe nt going out..siAN.. shall end here..

fUN dAY...

2004-11-19T17:42:00.000+08:00

fUN dAY

hmmm.. shIok sia.. now den reach home.. tis ish the onli day i went out to play after my chalet lo.. so good can finally go out..wake up 8am today.. den slack here and there until 10.30 den i went to cut hair.. hmm that uncle very professional..and nice ask me wat i want in details.. den still tell me tat my hair cant cut very short bcos of wat dunno spike thingy..hMM dun CAre but he is nice.den cOOk some mangi mee to eat den went to PS to meet my fREnz. yEAH!!! wow.. jermyn jichong and bENji ish already there le.. so faz.. tout i am late..but actually on time..den eileen call me using dawn fone.. like quite sTun why eileen is voice.. tout dawn ish suppose to b workin..wait wait for feiqin..hmm wow dunno ish we lan or he lan lah.. cos we can standardalized a place tat we can meet after several fone calls made.. so fun..dEn the gals are already outside the cinema.. soRRy to keep them waiting..pAi seh!!!

watch SHUTTLE at 5..so we went to foodcourt to markan.. nice man.. the drumstick still taste as nice..actualli i very happy to see dawn crystal and eileen.. cos they all like cannot make it in the first place..thAnks god sia.. tink they did a great job .. owe them a very biG thaNk U!!!cRYstal muz take care of ur health oh..den we the suPER lamer guys dunno why go park mall for..like taking a detour den come back damn sian lo.. past time.. den slack at KFC tokin cRAps lah.. thanks to benji..wanna see tat blog soon.

in cinema..wOW..eileen ish seating beside me.. :pPp trying to take advantage of me sia..hmm can understand tat gals ish afraid of scary movie lah.. but she and crystal make it like so funni. make me luff non-stop.. tink pple tink tat there ish a siao kia here..still dare to qiao jiao on my legs sia.. muz b very shu fu hoRR..still apply physical abuse.. u gOOD.. hmmm den the movie over le.. wating MR cheo to come.. dye hair sia.. shuai ge. cOOL!!! ate dinner at pASTAmania hmmm order quite alot.. so tat it can make me full.. but cRYstal gotta go..haven tok 2 her enough den she zao le..so bz sia..den we all went gai gai around PS den walk to orchard.. here and there.. jiao luan diao le..den at HMV dawn need to go le..cos the "ah mak" jkjk lah her parents need to fetch her back.. so good!!! haha left eileen all alone..goNNA "buwie" her..have a drink at starbuck but everyone like so quiet ... sad case.. but can see tat eileen trying to start the ball rolling but no one appreciatiate.. soRRY...den went 2 play pool... lost one to cheo but won one against jermyn.. den realli very late le.. on train.. the guys keep scare me tat i will lose the train but eileen sort of coMFort me. tat ish where i feel tat i have nt treated her good enough.. guilty!!! but i promised i will make it back k? cos WE ALL are still the best buddies.. !! hmmm on the way back my restless jie sms me.. heez.. she juz end work onli so ke lian.. haiz nv take care of herself one..goNNA force her to treat me at the place where she ish workin.. hmmm siAN,, gonna end here.. tmr dunno wat to do... a very big thank u for u all.. still feel bad for eileen. hmm dunno how aso!! haizzz

aLOne

2004-11-17T03:18:00.000+08:00

aLOne

siANz.. woke up at 7+ today.. den slack on the bed smsing..my jie.. tink she nt tat angry wif me le.. hope so.. she say cant find my blog.. hMM... muz try to hElp her later ...yah.. she very bz muz work and do service training.. poOR thing.. jie dun overwoRk..yah.. why ish everyone woRking one.. like jIE, dawn and eric.. siANz.. i cant find a job lo.. thEY aso got no lobang foR mi.. haizz.. life ish boRing..afTEr tat went to play basketball wIF myself..den did some exercise.. bReathLEss...HOme aLOne..dun dare to sms anyone scare disturb them.. so can only keep to mY tV..later goiNG out to pAsiR Ris to book bbq pit for ARC pple.. at least can go out...yah.. forgot to wish a pLEAsant trip to pPle like heRng Yih,xiAng mIn,liAng wEI... bON vOyaGE!!! hmmm duNNo wat to do siA!!!

AhAH.. alamAk.. my luNCh yong tau foo...tat my mum bought on sundAY.. the tou fu all the turn soUR le.. aRghhh but no choice gt to eat the soUp cos got nTh to eat le.. den i steam 1 da bao to eat.. tat make me full...den kok seong call say he dun need meet his teacher.. so he went straight to pasir ris.. soRRy make him wait so long.. i try to rush down.. but ish raining so muz be very caREful... hmmm den tat kok still mistake PA as dunno wat police.. haizz.. pa= people association.. no wrong mah.. haah.. but realli need to thank him for pei-ing me..den receieve sms from mR kWek tat there ish no ARC till dec.. so sad and angRy.. so long nv train le... sure cant shoot well le.. haizz...den reach pasir ris park.. tat auntie very weird sia.. so impatient.. but we still go look around the bbq b4 boOKing the bbq pit.. yah there alot moSquito..the auntie damn slow reaction one lo..i gana bitten so many den she knew gt mosquitoes...wOLS..den went back to cEntral..see kok play aRcade.. he ish damn lan sia.. haha.. so faz die le.. waste $$...after tat den went home.. slACk and watch ren wo ao you da jie ju.. nICe.. everyting got nice ending.. den so funni still can ask audience to vote for the ending.. buT i truly tink tat Jingwen ish much better.. suffer so much.. and work so hard.. shd get the love from zhenkang..Hope everything end up as i expected.. hmmm den here i was.. slackin.. and doing some self reflection..hAIz.. i cant get a job so fan.. i dun want those pao tou lu ming the job.. wanna do some backstage things..hmmm dunno when will those job come about.. but after much tinking.. tink i better study wat i have left out and train up my physical sia.. muz keep to my promise.. realli.. hoPE tat weight gainer can realli help me.. thanKS ben fOR hELping me in blog and other stuff.. realli thanks u alot.. but i still duNNo why there ish only 5servings sia.. keep making mi very fan.. maybe tmr go ask tat salesgal.. hEEz.. nITEz..

hEaRtAChe

2004-11-15T17:05:00.000+08:00

hEaRtAChe

so sad.. my jIE still dun FOrgIVe me.. now very fan.. realli hoPE she will yuan liang wo.. will try to coMpeNSate anything shE want.. the waY she reply me.. i can feel tat she still care for me.. but i can feel the coldness she has.. and this ish very saddening for me.. really hURt hER too mUCH ...hOpe she can sEE this and foRgivE mE..!! jIE plS...

tIRinG

2004-11-15T13:25:00.000+08:00

tIRinG

slPT at 4..den wake up at 10.. damn tiring sia..din have much breakfast.. den went to cHiNAtown have lunCH.. nt bad sia.. the roASt meat store still taste as goOD as b4.... juz salty abit.. but i like the soUp.. YummY!!!hmmm.. dawn gt perfORmance today.. hOPe everyThing end well fOR her..hEEz.. den my JIe still having cOld war wIF me.. hOpe she will yuan liang wo.. or i will beri sad..yah..she aso worKing.. pOOR thing....den went to check out the eXchANGe rate For NT.. cos mi bro need it....den still need to FInd winter wear fOR him.. ma fan... wasting my tIme..den stiLL rainING so heavily...after tat.. went for a car ride arouND orchard rd..cos my mama want..yah i noe she want to get down there to walk walk but i pian pian dun pei her.. hEEZ.. den reach hoME.. i chIong the blog again.. change the template.. and found sOME more new stuff.. oh yeah!!!but cOpy quiTE alot of things.. so hoPE pple out there duN blAmE!!! for diNner i have yong tau foo... damn nice cos bought it a pple's park hawker there.. shIok sia.. but now like hUNgry again le.. hmm wonderin wat i shD eat later AGain..today gt quite alot of nICe shOWs.. but quite tired lah.. see hOW..tmr going out again... hope it will b fun!!! jie dun aNGRy ohh muz reply me :Ppp

2004-11-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

bEN anD I

thANks XM and BEN.. My bLOG leh..

2004-11-14T18:06:00.000+08:00

thANks XM and BEN.. My bLOG leh..

wOW.. damn shiong.. finally my blOG is up sia.. *around of applause* pai seh to xm sia.. cos i am so stupid lah.. simple ting aso cant do well.. so HAppy got mY own bloggy.. hEEzz.. so fuNNy muz look at other pple blog den agar agar.. try out the stuff.. thINk dis is wat we caLL learNing bah.. fun siA.. takE 2hrs looking thru alMost few thOusand of temPlates.. my bRAin goINg boNGus liaoz..hmmm sTOp here fIRst go IMprOVe soMeMOre!!!